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Friday, November 16th, 2007
2:38 am	It's been... ages, really. OK, this is proof that getting old makes you want to be young again. Here I am, at 2:40 in the morning, sitting around in my room bored to tears and writing on LJ. All because I don't want to be productive, life is dramatic again, and my roommate isn't in from that party she went to this evening and I'd like to be awake in case something really bad happens (this is B'ham, after all). I don't think I've written in this thing in over a year now. I'm more into the Facebook scene as of late, and I actually have a life past nine o'clock at night, now that I'm out of that Hell Hole ASMS. I still have the same darn computer... which drives me insane because the stupid losers here upgraded it to Vista a little while back. The poor thing has a Pentium 4 processor that can hardly handle the load it carries now. AIM + Firefox is enough to freeze it over. Darn Windows. Lessee... I got my second degree black belt ages ago... my third degree test is in another two years. I was very wrong about the Happy 3 gig... it sucked beyond all belief. I'm not much of an insomniac anymore, but that doesn't mean I don't like staying up late (or in this case it looks like I may stay up all nite!!!). Yeah, I've had some issues over the last few months. ASMS was literally driving me insane. UAB is a lot better. I'm still dealing with a lot of weirdnesses brought on by my dealings with people I considered friends there. At least now I know not to trust people. My poor boyfriend doesn't get me half the time because I am ridiculously stubborn over things that I realize make no sense to him... but it all stems back to ASMS. Hopefully within the year I'll be over it all and the school will never have a pull on my life again. My sympathies for those of you who actually still go to ASMS... and read this for that matter. You must be really bored. ^_^ Okies. Wiedersehen to you all... I'll write again, probably very very soon. ^_^ (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, August 19th, 2006
2:37 am	0_o My parents get up in approx 3 hours and we will then move out. YAYSES FOR ASMS!! (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 8th, 2006
12:30 pm	Hello! Wow... less than two weeks until school starts... I can hardly wait. My second degree black belt test is in September (the 8th). Y'all better be praying for that thing to go through well. BTW, still missing a couple of pairs of chopsticks and my Kenshin DVDs... anyone have a clue as to where they are? I am back in Cullman for good... at least until we go back to school. ^_^ Eek. Broke my right hand on the job the other day. Actually, two bones are cracked and a tendon is badly torn. Fun Stuff. Someone call me... I'm gonna be bored the next few days 256-810-3618 ~*lizbet*~ BTW, Just to get my word in edgewise about this happy three stuff, I actually think (now that I know al the details) that it will be better this way... I mean, we have an extra hour instead of 45 minutes of hangout time... and consecutively as well... I think it was a good move on their part. (*GASP* Elisabeth is taking up for the admin!!) Current Mood: bouncy (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 8th, 2006
9:00 pm	Hey In cullman for the weekend... going back to work on Monday. I miss everyone (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, June 2nd, 2006
4:07 am	Hey peoples!! goodness... I am actually writing... this is odd. ^_^ My cell phone is completely dead... impossible to get in touch with me unless it is via e-mail: hopealostdream@aim.com Well, anyways. I am in Florence right now... headed back to Cullman Friday afternoon. I have a job at the YMCA, am not allowed to get my license, and missing people already. -le sigh- Not much to say... I will miss some of you Seniors next year... others we'll all be glad to see go. ^_^ j/k. KEELEY!!! If you read this, try to e-mail me. I saw the way you had the room arranged... and that was fine with me. I moved some of my stuff around a bit more, and we'll make final adjustments when we get back... but yeah... that was fine with me. Also, we may come down and move in Saturday so mom and dad can come back up on Sunday right after church but we'll talk about all that later. CY'all later... (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 27th, 2006
10:19 pm	Hey... look... I'm updating!! (GASP!!!) Nothing to say... guys and dolls was really good tonight. I am tired and battling too many things at once. 'night all (Comment on this)
Monday, April 24th, 2006
8:38 am	Hey guys! Just thought I'd get on for a few minutes... amazing how little I use this account anymore. Oh well.... too busy. Never have heard if I got the job in Florence... or at least, I haven't heard yet. Hope everyone is doing well... I've got class in about fifteen minutes or so, so Imma gonna go on. TTYL -Lizbet- (Comment on this)
Sunday, January 1st, 2006
7:47 pm	0_o I... can't... believe... what... just... happened. I feel really pissed, confused, overjoyed, and upset all at the same time. At different people, of course. Curses on my mother. Those of you that need to know will find out at school... if you just really want to know, ask me about church sunday evening... I might tell you, I might not. (Comment on this)
Friday, December 30th, 2005
9:41 pm	Honesty Poll: Honestly, what do y'all think about me... I won't mention it ever again, shan't get mad no matter how many times you call me a bitch, and the comments are screened so no one else knows. Current Mood: curious (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 22nd, 2005
6:33 pm	0_o -screams- Wow, I really haven'y enjoyed this break at all. I won't write any of the bad stuff here, 'cause if meh parents were to see what I was so mad about, I'd be dead. Someone call me for once. (256) 810-3618 (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 8th, 2005
11:16 pm	I'm upset I know. Ignore me. I am a horrid person. I don't care. I'm going to mope if I want to. Sorry that I don't meet your standards. I want to be liked for who I am, and I'm not perfect. I don't care that I'm too dismal for all you losers. If you don't like it, stay away from me. I don't know what's wrong, and everyone is telling me to get over it. HOW THE HELL DO I GET OVER IT IF I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG IN THE FIRST PLACE?!?!?! I'm sorry. I'm not a good girl. I'm not who you think I am. I am sick of trying to throw myself at people and be their friend. I try to make a point of being there for people, and get pushed away. Go figure. Going away now. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 6th, 2005
6:13 pm	Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! In September I caught a purse-snatcher who stole cloud1900's purse (30 points). In August I pulled cwoodlittlebit's hair (-5 points). In April I helped skarichy hide a body (-173 points). In May I ruled Asscrackistan as a kind and benevolent dictator (700 points). Last Sunday I ruled Iran as a cruel and heartless dictator (-700 points). Overall, I've been naughty (-148 points). For Christmas I deserve a lump of coal! Sincerely, Hopealostdream Write your letter to Santa! Enter your LJ username: (Comment on this)
Monday, December 5th, 2005
11:52 pm	THIS IS THE GUY I WANT: i'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'm the guy who will text you and tell you "i love you and you make me smile" just because. I'm the guy who will blindfold you, take you to the beach and let you run your toes through the sand then make you guess where we are. I'm the guy who will show up at your games (or competitions or meets) without you knowing just to surprise you. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on wearing sweats and a big t-shirt. I'm the guy who won't pressure you to do things you dont want to. I'm the guy who will show up at your house with soup and a movie when you aren't feeling well. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead. I'm the guy who doesnt kiss and tell. I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. I'm the guy who's excited all day because im looking foweward to our date that night. I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. I'm the guy who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling. I'm the guy who won't lie to you about where he's going or where he's been or who he's been with. I'm the guy who gets butterflies when he hears your name. I'm the guy who's not afraid to tell his friends he loves you. I'm the guy who isn't always trying to act like a hard ass around you. I'm the guy who doesn't care about your imperfections and loves you more for them. I'm the guy who will hold you while we watch the sunset. I'M THE GUY WHO REALLY WANTS TO MAKE YOU THE HAPPIEST GURL IN THE WORLD. Girls if this is your perfect guy repost this with the title "I want this guy" Guys if this is you repost this with the title "I'm the guy" (Comment on this)
11:41 am	I think they need to rewrite the December one... 0_o JANUARY: Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone* always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. ________________________________________________ FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. ________________________________________________ MARCH: Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. AND ALWAYS HORNY!!! !_________________________________ APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. _________________________________ MAY Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Totally BADASS. Best person you'll ever meet! _________________________________ JUNE: You've got the best personality (bar none) and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You are probably a massive Burzum fan, and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection (that is better than anybody elses from any other month). YOu have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor yourself - hell, youve got the looks for it!!! You are definitely more metal than anyone born in February (especially Simon from Seventh Cross). _______________________________ JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional, temperamental, and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Not agressive in revenge. Loving and Lovely.Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Very mother like. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. HOT. Waits for friends. Sexy and sensual. beautiful. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. _________________________________ AUGUST: outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind hearted. self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an "everything's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. ~Best sex partner anyone could ask for ! hates studying. in need of "that someone". longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to a special person. stubborn. curious. independent. strong willed. a fighter. _________________________________ SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal and always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic. sexy but has brains. _________________________________ OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. _________________________________ NOVEMBER: Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Very skilled at making love. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Messy, playful, secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. ____________________________ DECEMBER: This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person possible... better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. SEXY. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Changing. Fearless. Not quite me, but whatever (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 30th, 2005
11:02 pm	18 tips about girls: 1. If you like her.. ASK HER OUT already! 2. when you hug her, put your arms around her waist and hold her close. 3. when you WALK next to her, get as close as you can to her. 4. if she's the only one in your life, tell her. 5. ALWAYS let her know how much you like her, love her, or think about her. 6. give her presents and cards for no reason, SHE WILL RETURN THE FAVOR... ALWAYS. 7. if she hangs up on you, call her right back!! 8. always offer to pay, if she says NO twice, then let her pay but make a deal that you get to pay next time (date offer too!). 9. kiss her lightly every chance you get. 10. look in her eyes and kiss her on the lips, forehead, or nose. 11. if she says she's cold, don't be an idiot and say "me too" and stand there, just simply hold her in your arms and she will become warm. 12. don't force her to do anything she's not comfortable with. 13. invite her to dinner or somewhere where you can talk, instead of the movies. 14. try not to ask her if she's mad at you EVERY TIME you speak to her. 15. Always tell her you LOVE her only if you really mean it. 16. DON'T pressure her to do anything she isnt READY to do. When she is ready, she will let you know. She just wants everything to be more SPECIAL and PERFECT. So appreciate what she does do with you. 17. DON'T' go and tell your friends anything that happens between you two, cause it will hurt her and make her mad...and it will NEVER happen again. 18. Call her .. girls love to be called or just send little text messages to them, this will make them think about you all day (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, November 28th, 2005
11:38 pm	Gah I had a decent break overall... I suppose. I have come to the realization of a few things that really bother me, but I'll live. Not much going on You people have fun at winter formal... I want piccys Yeah, I'd like to go... what girl really wouldn't? -sigh- 'night everyone (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 20th, 2005
1:05 pm	Home in Cullman... finally Got home Friday around 9... went to bed about ten Woke up the next morning, wasted away until that afternoon when Chris invited me to come watch the ALA/AUB game at the Paschall's house. Went to bed after that embarassing game. >.<* This morning: church... and now I'm sitting around waiting for dinner to be served. No fun, except for the game Saturday... ^_^ but I did get to see my friends... so why should I complain? ~*E*~ (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 16th, 2005
5:20 pm	Well... I really have nothing much to say. I hope that I get a phone call tonight... prolly not though. I'll call tomorrow... but tonight is church night, so I don't want to bother him. I'm tired of this stupid LJ... can't we all just get Myspace? Actually, I may just discontinue this site anyways... bcz no one ever reads this... Bye bye Elizabeth... considering you're the only one that reads this. §§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§E§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§ (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 15th, 2005
7:12 pm	Well... Thanksgiving isn't going to be worth my time OR my health. -sigh- and I want some kind of food... but I don't know what kind yet... My parents are most likely leaving Cullman. I'm losing the only stability I never really had... but that's only because I refused it... some of you know what I'm talking about... if you don't, it wasn't that important anyways. -sigh- (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 25th, 2005
4:42 pm	I don't want another pretty face I don't want just anyone to hold I don't want my love to go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul You're the one I wanna chase You're the one I wanna hold I wont let another minute go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul I know that you are something special To you I'd be always faithful I want to be what you always needed Then I hope you'll see the heart in me I don't want another pretty face I don't want just anyone to hold I don't want my love to go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul You're the one I wanna chase You're the one I wanna hold I wont let another minute go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul Your beautiful soul, yeah You might need time to think it over But im just fine moving forward I'll ease your mind If you give me the chance I will never make you cry c`mon lets try I don't want another pretty face I don't want just anyone to hold I don't want my love to go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul You're the one I wanna chase You're the one I wanna hold I wont let another minute go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul Am I crazy for wanting you Baby do you think you could want me too I don't wanna waste your time Do you see things the way I do I just wanna know if you feel it too There is nothing left to hide I don't want another pretty face I don't want just anyone to hold I don't want my love to go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul You're the one I wanna chase You're the one I wanna hold I wont let another minute go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul You beautiful soul, yeah (Comment on this)